Aggressive. Rude. Tired, and unwilling.
Well yesterday I snapped. I got to thinking about my past and simply reverted back to my lovely King Middle School self.
What am I to do? All I know is that Maria, Momo, nor my Mother would have not liked to see that.
So I decided on something. I will start taking pictures. And, as much as I hate to say it, spend less time on Judo. I want to practice. I want to get better, but how will that happen now? I have an officially broken family, no hope of being happy for a while, and not losing my mind is a torture I do not want to think about.
-Poppy



1 comments:
aw susana!!!
what's useful about feeling negative emotions is that art-making becomes more natural and a wonderful means for expression. so photography it is :) you can definitely balance both your love for art and for judo (another form of art)
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