And So...

College begins. The fact that my first week is up and gone made me so sad. I love being at school. Mainly for the fact that I don't have to stay home. When this is all over... I don't know what I'll do. Hopefully will be as much fun as this.

Anyways, I believe today's Valentine's Day. I'm on the laptop at 2:30 in the morning writing this. Why? Cuz I can and this is the only thing that will keep my head off the damned holiday. My friends all have someone. Well except Momo, but I don't think it counts since she's still got something "special" planned (she's getting high). But what about me? Who will be willing to spend a whole day with Poppy for Valentine's Day? WITHOUT being a last resort, please!

I'm sorta happy that there is no school tomorrow, because that way I don't get to see those couples exchange teddy bears, candy, and the oh-so-sweet hugs and kisses that come along with the holiday. To be honest, I never had a REAL V-Day. When I was with Brian for that long year, I didn't do anything special with or for him. And vice versa.

But whatever. It's better than getting a Valentine Card with a Gorge crossed out and under it there be your name (I shit you not, this is what I MOSTLY got).

Now about my current state of well being. I'm happy that school started, but I've suddenly found myself debating on whether or not I should quit Kung-Fu. Lately, I've had small experiences in which I feel small and vulnerable in that class. I still like to perform to the techniques when I am home alone, so I know it's not the martial art. It's something about the class. Maybe the way it sorta feels like Mitchelletorena (oh my god, I can't remember how to spell my elementary school!! ;-; FORGIVE ME MS. INMAN!!) or King. And that's a no-no.

Well, I guess I'll give myself sometime to think it over at the park or something.

Onto another subject!!

Projects.

I'm working on several projects at the moment. Some of them are material projects and others are more physical. But if all goes, I'll be able to reveal most of my projects by August. :) I can guess what you're probably thinking though. "WHAT THE HELL IS SHE DOING THAT'S GOING TO TAKE SO DAMN LONG!?

I got one thing to say to that: Wait.

-Poppy Mare